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The Depression of thoughts

All The Numerous Ways I’ve Failed At Curing My Depression By  Shado Evans ,  I had no idea what was happening to me. I had no map in dealing with whatever was plaguing my mentality. I didn’t know where I was going, I just knew I was going south. I figured whatever it was would go away soon enough, so I did nothing. It didn’t go away. I spent the bulk of my days lying in bed until my mattress became indented in the center. I soundtracked this indolence with playlist chalked full of Kid Cudi and Elliot Smith dirges. I smoked bunk weed and binge-watched TV series’ multiple times over instead of honoring social engagements. I stuffed myself with high fructose corn syrup and other ingredients with scientific names and questionable nutritional value. I hid out in figurative closets, dimly lit dive bars and under unwashed duvet covers. I masturbated like I was sponsored. I felt myself getting irritated and rustled easily. I felt like my friends were a cause of my mindset ...
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DRUG ABUSE EPIDEMIC

Alas -the drug abuse epidemic is here              Driven by selfishness and greedy Sustained by demons of addiction Flourishing in apathy Destroying stealthily but steadily Eroding physical and mental health Breeding disease, vices and crimes HIV/AIDs, prostitution and armed robbery Awake great citizen of the continent Drug abuse is an autocrat that is still the author of confusion Brake the laws and rules and hinders peace Makes   the  weather so smoky and stuffy The hidden place is now a dungeon of kleptos The body cells regrets been in the cell of smokes Pesistent and consistent is burning the systems Heart cancer, kidney stone, lung dying and no hope for living Alas -the drug abuse epidemic is here Crippling today, tomorrow's leaders Sucking curious and ignorant adolescents Into its tempting vortex of toxic doom Changing our darling angels at home Our cherished school of learning In...

THE POPULAR POTENTIAL STRIVES WITH MANIA- “masturbation” Part 1

THE VENTURE OF MASTURBATION TO HUMANKIND   The venture of masturbation to humankind is liken to as a warrior in a battlefield well equipped, with the whole amour fighting to save his world, but in a sudden time a man not armed not even a soldier came and disarmed the strongman with deception. The deception replaced the concept believe of a warrior in the strong man, giving the strong man the gift of NOT and A HALF MIND to the inherent potential in him. His possible to Impossible, I can to I cannot, unquestionable character to questionable character, having a half mind to a business to be ventured into, a man of high level integrity to low average mindset, A believer to an unbelieving believer.     Masturbation the only twelve letter words that puts a man in captive, the master that settles his servants with nothing but problems of life and agonies in hell, the objectionable thought and feelings that captivates our potentials and ideals in bound of iniquity, the for...

MIND ELEVATION FROM HISTORY TRAGEDY

There are stories that break the heart and touch the mind, and the stories is the stories of our hero who have made their achievement bound in the grave of hopelessness. Their souls are gone and earths have swallowed up their flesh even in tears. The Snows, the Sun, the Rain and the Dews have raised their actions accordingly and it has been the alarm that wakes us up in the morning, the nightmare and the dreams in everyday’s part. Though their hour has come and gone which have created a space and left a worse wound in the heart of men. Our heroes past have created great path which is undeniable. The beloved father, the gifted mother, the meek son, the visionary daughter, unquantifiable grandmother, grandfather peacemaker and more of them; they may be born great or born to be great. Born to create or born to control creatures. Born in silver spoon or born to have silver spoon. They are born to be rich or born to make men rich. They are born to teach or born to teach teachers. Born ...

You Are More Than You Realize

• Many potentials of oneself  lies adamant Rediscovering oneself is one of the things we wish to do, but procrastination have been the dirt in our mind,the ache in our head and the stumbling block to our destination. Limiting what you can be, limits what you will be. It is in your hands to activate your potentials and unlock your ideals. The gifts and talents are in you, what you think of achieving and then focus, you can prove it with your strength. ------------------------------------------------------------------- "The only resident you can't afford to buy is your thoughtful mind of great achievements". ------------------------------------------------------------------- Great men are in born, not built in. You're great because you have the potentials in you and work it out through your walk. Some potentials failed but how about a potential like me, am going to fail and fall. The early man that first generated fire through friction is an illiterate and not a ...

Wise Quotes

Wise Sayings Quotes "An acquaintance merely enjoys your company, a fair-weather companion flatters when all is well, a true friend has your best interests at heart and the pluck to tell you what you need to hear." -E.A. Bucchianeri, Brushstrokes of a Gadfly Tags: acquaintances, advice, caring, caring-for-others, catholic, catholic-author, christian, companion, constructive-criticism, criticism, flattery, friend, friends, friendship, gadfly, hard-truths, human-nature, people, tough-love, true-friends, true-love, truth, wisdom, wise-sayings. "Will people ever be wise enough to refuse to follow bad leaders or to take away the freedom of other people?" -Eleanor Roosevelt, This is My Story Tags: adam-gottbetter, bad-people, manipulative-people, wise-man, wise-sayings. "It was not curiosity that killed the goose who laid the golden egg, but an insatiable greed that devoured common sense." -E.A. Bucchianeri, Brushstrokes of a Gadfly Tags: avarice, cathol...

IMPRISONMENT OF THE MIND

"If men knew how good it was to die at again in the public, they will never think of jack to commit suicide in the Room" -Excel Mindfrey Tudor          Youth have wasted their knowledge to believe in possibility of failure and existence of weakness. Making a difference, pursuing your purpose and never to purchase it as a sex gift on the bed of an harlot.        Mind accommodates everything because mind is always a field to sow and reap what you cultivate, though the things that spoils it easily grows and stores but is in your hands to handle the things that are deception to your mind and grab conceptional thoughts and ideals to develop in an underdeveloped country.        However youth have a choice and they need people that have pass that level in excellence and in corrections to guide them irrespective of what they've chosen. The future matters a lot because they may choice rig...